About The Artist

 

Years ago, I visited a local bead shop with the hopes of creating a birthday gift for my sister. I was hooked and started beading all kinds of things. My son Brian was always complimenting me on my creations. He promised to build a website for me so I could sell my work. Unfortunately, that never came to fruition. I lost my son in a car accident. Any desire I had to create died with him.

It’s hard to put into words the kind of void that losing a loved one creates. The world feels a little dimmer, and the things that once brought joy can seem distant and unattainable. For a while, I found it difficult to even think about beading, the very thing that had once brought me so much happiness. It felt like a part of me had been lost forever.

A few weeks after losing him, a dear friend of his asked if I would be willing to teach her beading in hopes of making a gift for her mother. I was reluctant to do it, but did not have the heart to say no, and so I began teaching her. In doing so, I witnessed her bloom. She was truly enjoying herself, and her excitement was contagious. It reminded me of the joy I once felt while creating.

As I guided her through the process, I found myself rediscovering the beauty of beading. Each bead we strung together felt like a small step towards healing. It was as if I was weaving my love for Brian into each piece we created. I realized that while he may no longer be physically with me, his spirit lived on through the creativity we shared.

Teaching her not only helped her create a meaningful gift but also reignited a spark within me. I decided to take a one-day class in metalsmithing and once again, found I was hooked.  I began to see metalsmithing not just as a hobby, but as a way to honor my son’s memory. Each piece I craft becoming a tribute to him, a way to keep his spirit alive in my heart.

Through this journey, I learned that creativity can be a powerful tool for healing. It allows us to express our emotions, connect with others, and find solace in the beauty we create. If you’re feeling lost or struggling with grief, I encourage you to explore your own creative outlets. Whether it’s beading, painting, or any other form of art, you might just find that it brings you the comfort and joy you need.

Remember, it’s okay to take your time. Healing is a journey, and every small step counts. Embrace the process and allow yourself to feel the emotions that come with it. You never know what beautiful creations might emerge from your heart.